BROOKS, dawn

[DAWN BROOKS]

[atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 400px, bTable][atrb=style, font-family: courier new; word-spacing: 1px; text-align: justify; color: aaaaaa; padding: 3px; line-height: 10px; text-transform:lowercase;] b a s i c s . [STYLE= width:95px; height:95px; border:2px #aaaaaa solid; background:url(http://i119.photobucket.com/albums/o125/elwetara001/Vocaloid/Megurine%20Luka/Anime_icon_595.jpg); float:right; margin-left: 5px;] [/style] name. dawn brooks age. nineteen gender. female orientation. heterosexual occupation. Currently Dawn is working two jobs, looking for a third as money is rather tight. During business hours she works at a book store and does a variety of jobs such as re-shelving books at working the front cash register. She hates doing both jobs so it doesn't really matter as she does what she needs to do. She also juggles her job at a coffee shop. She usually works rather odd hours but works way to much throughout the week. living situation. Dawn is hard to miss in a crowd with her bright pink hair that goes to her mid back. She accidentally had a bad dye job as she wasn't paying attention to what color she had picked and ended up with the blazing pink. It is a rather new look for her but she somehow rocks it as it complements her ivory colored skin. Her seafoam green eyes are clearly the center of attention when it comes to Dawn as she had such passions coming from her eyes it can be harmful. Yes, they are a little bit too big but somehow compliment her smaller features such as her nose and lips. She is pretty average when it comes to her height, she usually has to look up to people as she is a bit under average though. People tend to see her as cute as she has such a small figure, she has very slim arms and legs that make her seem almost sickly - Mind you it is from malnutrition but that is besides the point. She isn't eating enough or constantly so you can sometimes see her rib cage sticking out but she tries to hide it with baggy clothes. She hates drawing attention to herself so she tries to hide by wearing clothes a couple sizes to big for her. She also doesn't like to wear brightly colored clothes. Not because she doesn't like them but she feels that her hair is already to bright so she doesn't need any more attention.

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p o s s i b l e a f f i n i t i e s .

elemental kingdom - time elemental

p e r s o n a l i t y .

○ Due to her not so easy life and her current betrayal of her family she is emotionally damaged to the point of no return. She hates being alone so living by herself has been hard on Dawn. She likes to surround herself with people, she might not even talk to them but she just doesn't want to be left alone with her own thoughts. She cries really easily and tears up at almost anything. Once Dawn starts to cry she can't help it as she can't stop. She isn't one of those pretty criers either as she has to fight back sobs, snot and has a whole fountain pouring from her eyes.

○ Her emotions switch rather quickly as she often doesn't know how to feel so she sticks to the ones she understands. She is sometimes confused with other peoples actions as they don't register within a general category of emotion she understands. When she is confused she usually is dumbstruck for a couple moments before she starts to get rather angry. Anger is an emotion that Dawn understands quite well as she is often showing it. She shows it in a variety of ways, sometimes through violence, sometimes through ignorance and sometimes verbally. It varies depending on how angry she is, she has been known to lash out at other people for personal problems not relating to them. Her abandonment has really put a toll on Dawn's life as she is loosing everything that used to be her.

○ She still has some form of Humor even though it is starting to turn slightly sadistic as she finds people getting hurt funny. Although she is starting to lose her attraction to people every now and then she will find someone she thinks is attractive. She doesn't really have to worry about being hit on anymore as she does dress rather unlike her old self. At work she usually tries to bring some energy tot he field.

○ She is starting to become a shell of herself, she is starting to just flip between four emotions. She knows something is wrong with her and she wants to change it but she can't build up the courage to really think about herself. It sounds stupid but she can't. Not only does she feel uncomfortable drawing attention to herself but when she is alone she starts to cry and wish she was dead as she can't help but see how shitty her life has turned out to be. She has jealously problems to top everything else off. She hates seeing people happy as she thinks it is unfair. Jealously quickly turns to anger with Dawn, most things turn to anger actually as she blames herself for a lot of things even when it isn't her fault. She then gets angry with herself which is when she feels like she isn't worthy of life. Yes, she is a little bit of an emo but she hasn't taken any real risks when it comes to her life but she is scared it will become a problem in the future. Depression is understandable but it is only getting worse with her lifesyle and she knows one day she won't talk herself out of doing something reckless.

h i s t o r y .

○ Dawn was adopted and her parents let her forget that growing up. Dawn is the youngest of five children, so it is no surprise she had attention problems as a child as they had to somehow gain their parents attention. Dawn's family was on the richer side of the economy but had to many expenses to truly be rich. They were poor rich people so to speak. Her father worked at a law firm as a lawyer and her mother was a doctor. All of her siblings were way older than her as she was seven years younger than the second youngest. She was to young to really be friends with her siblings and quickly grew out of the baby cute factor as neither of their parents could afford to gawk at their mistake baby.

○ Growing up, Dawn only went to the best school in Upper New York because she had to meet the standards that her siblings had put up for her. She wasn't popular among her classmates as her parents were poor in the rich peoples eyes so she was instantly shunned. She did make friends with other less rich people but for the most part remained unpopular among her peers. It wasn't like Dawn was like most uncool kids either as she didn't get great grades either. Most uncool people settled with doing well in school but Dawn just didn't understand concepts very well and no one really waited for her to understand. She was behind socially and mentally so of course she got the match loser set with being way too uncoordinated to be a female jock. She was too fragile and quickly got tired with zero stamina and very little skill.

○ Unlike wine, Dawn didn't get better with age as her grades only got worse, her skinny body didn't yield anything great in gym class and her peers still though she was a loser. It wasn't really a big deal, she was just the unfortunate person in the class that no one really liked, but that just gave her more time to try and figure out how to get the attention of her parents. After a couple bad grades on her report cards she quickly discovered how to get her parents attention, but would never want to do it again. Her parents were furious with her mediocre knowledge. Sure, Dawn never wanted her parents to ever look at her grades again even if it meant it got their attention but people don't always get what they want.

○ Dawn's grades stayed at their just below average slums, not really excelling in anything really. She was untalented as no one really tried to reach out to her, no one motivated her except for her parents scolding. She though High school was going to be a fresh start but not when you are goignt o the exact same school as your whole class.

○ Elm Brook High.

○ Hell.

○ Unlike most younger siblings Dawn never stood in her siblings shadow, apparently she wasn't good enough to be compared with the perfect children so instead she was a disgrace to the family. Dislikes in elementary school grew into hatreds as people were cool if you put down other students. It was no surprise she was starting to get self esteem issues as no one truly told her anything she was good at or what use she was. She learned about neglect in school but never really connected the words to her parents until the day she didn't receive an acceptance letter. Not a single one. She knew her grades weren't good enough but her parents insisted on applying just like her siblings had. Her siblings were lucky enough to be moved out of the house or living on residence where ever they went to university but Dawn was left stranded with her parents. Their insults crossing the line way to often. Dawn usually had to cry herself to sleep. It was during that summer that she decided she needed a job so she could have alone time. Apparently alone time wasn't a good time for Dawn but luckily both jobs she picked up didn't really require her to be alone as she worked with people. If anything it kept her busy and kept her away from her parents.

○ Katie has been recently kicked out of her house as her parents don't need a waste of space anymore. She was told not to tell anyone her last name as she was no longer a member of the family. At first it didn't really phase Dawn but she never really understood how fast money burns. Living by yourself on minimum wage is apparently a skill Dawn did have. Sure, she worked like crazy but it saved her from herself. Dawn only deteriorated as time went by. Her small doubts seemed like full blown flaws, small cracks seemed to be canyons. It only took Dawn three months to start to lose herself. She has run out of money as she only has three dollars in her debit card but somehow manages to survive the nights. There is another skill Dawn has, she survives.

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[FATE]

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