Post by SUNSHINE HANABUSA on Nov 4, 2011 3:12:39 GMT -5
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| [cs=2][atrb=width,500,bTable][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,0,true][STYLE=font-family: arial; font-size: 30px; color: #ececec; background-color: #0f0f0f; text-transform: uppercase;padding: 4px 4px 4px 20px;display: inline;float: left;]seeing in monochrome[/style] | |
| [cs=2][bg=0f0f0f][STYLE=margin: 10px 10px 10px 100px; border-left: 1px solid #b1b1b1; color: #b1b1b1; padding: 5px;text-align: justify;font-size: 10px;] Orange leaves started falling lightly from the trees hovering above her. Sunshine could feel a gentle, yet cold breeze in the air. It's almost winter... she thought, her green eyes closing -- letting herself relax for a moment, or two. For some reason, she had lately felt as if she were about to break down. She didn't know why exactly, she just felt sick to her stomach whenever she walked. It was nice to finally be outside for once. She couldn't help but want to cling to autumn, as if it were a person. She honestly hated winter... It brought so many memories back to her, like when she lost her brother, her love, and had been beaten up by a gang... But maybe, maybe this winter would be different. Who knows? she smiled softly at the thought, even if she knew she was only lying to herself. At least she had something to look forward to.. Seeing Times Square snow-covered... But it wasn't going to make any difference. She still would be angry. Sunshine let out a deep breath, before taking a seat on one of the benches. She watched as the leaves rustled from above in the branches, before gently floating down to touch the ground... She felt unusually calm today, and didn't have that horrible expression of, go away on her face. There was something about autumn that always calmed her down, though she wasn't sure why. She leaned against the bench, her mind starting to wander again, like it always did. She couldn't help but think about what would happen to her after all of this... She hadn't really thought about her life and what she wanted to do, she realized. She's spend too much time... Trying to get revenge on her boyfriend and hurt others... She hadn't really thought about herself anymore. What will I be? Where will I stay? Will I marry someone one day? What am I supposed to do now? Memories started filling her mind. She felt her heart beating faster and faster at every thought... Sunshine felt as if she was going to explode. "Gah! I freaking hate this shit!" she finally shouted, unable to control her anger anymore. And finally -- she just snapped. Pulling her knees up to her chest, Sunshine leaned over and started crying, for some reason. Sometimes being angry just made her want to lock herself up and cry, alone, in a room. She didn't give a damn about what others thought of her, or if they laughed or stared at her as she cried... She just kept crying. As one person walked by, her gaze turned coldly to them. "Who do you think you are? Why are you freaking staring at me like that!" she blurted outloud, feeling furious and outraged. Tears continued to flow down her cheeks, however, and she finally gave up and looked away from the person, feeling embarrassed. Her cheeks were bright red, and she didn't know why... But she couldn't stop crying. [/style] | |
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